Tuesday... Morning Confession...?

So, yeah I have a confession to make... Over the weekend, I dismissed 3 people and told them not to call me... For various (legit) reasons of course.. except for one. Now, a part of me wants to just say "oh well, what's done is done" and another part of me wants to pick up the phone and invite that person back in my life.... Ugh! Stupid ego of mine won't let me admit I was wrong. So I'm kinda hoping the person calls me, that way I can spark up conversation and let it happen. I'm so stuck in my ways... Shame... I need to get it together.. Clearly. Hopefully the person calls/text me.. I'm missing you already!

Kellie (CompliAKAted)

Not a Cliche'

Seriously, this is not a Cliche' "when one door closes, another one opens." That quote is the truth, and I'm a living witness of it... Never give up, because there is always something better to come. Keep your faith in God and he will deliver... Trust me! I'm a realist lol... But seriously, it's true and I have a great person to thank for proving that to me. Cross your fingers; so far so good....

Love ya,

Kellie (CompliAKAted)

R.I.P. Michael Jackson (1958-2009)

Michael Joseph Jackson (August 29, 1958 – June 25, 2009) was an American recording artist, entertainer and businessman. The seventh child of the Jackson family, he made his debut to the professional music scene at the age of 11 as a member of The Jackson 5 in 1969, and began a solo career in 1971 while still a member of the group. Referred to as the "King of Pop"[2in subsequent years, his 1982 album Thriller is the world's best-selling record of all time and four other solo studio albums are also among the world's best-selling records: Off the Wall (1979), Bad (1987), Dangerous (1991) and History (1995).
In the early 1980s, he became a dominant figure in popular music and the first African-American entertainer to amass a strong crossover following on MTV. The popularity of his music videos airing on MTV, such as "Beat It", "Billie Jean" and Thriller — widely credited with transforming the music video from a promotional tool into an art form — helped bring the relatively new channel to fame. Videos such as "Black or White" and "Scream" made Jackson an enduring staple on MTV in the 1990s. With stage performances and music videos, Jackson popularized a number of physically complicated dance techniques, such as the robot and the moonwalk. His distinctive musical sound and vocal style influenced many hip hop, pop and contemporary R&B artists. While Jackson was a member of Generation Jones, he had an impact on multiple generations.
Jackson donated and raised millions of dollars for beneficial causes through his foundation, charity singles and support of 39 charities. Other aspects of his personal life, including his changing appearance and behavior, generated significant controversy, damaging his public image. Though he was accused of child sexual abuse in 1993, the criminal investigation was closed due to lack of evidence and Jackson was not charged. The singer had experienced health concerns since the early 1990s and conflicting reports regarding the state of his finances since the late 1990s. Jackson married twice and fathered three children, all of which caused further controversy. In 2005, Jackson was tried and acquitted of further sexual abuse allegations and several other charges.
One of the few artists to have been inducted into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame twice, his other achievements include multiple Guinness World Records — including one for "Most Successful Entertainer of All Time"—13 Grammy Awards, 13 number one singles in his solo career — more than any other male artist in the Hot 100 era and the sale of 750 million records worldwide. Jackson's highly publicized personal life, coupled with his successful career, made him a part of popular culture for almost four decades. Jackson died on June 25, 2009, aged 50. The specific cause of death is yet to be determined. Before his death, Jackson had announced a 50 date sell-out This Is It comeback tour, in London, England (which unfortunately never happened). (http://www.wikipedia.com/)

Michael Jackson will always be remembered as the King of Pop. His legacy will forever live on. We love you Mike. R.I.P :'-(

Kellie (CompliAKAted)

Early Morning... Randomness pt 2

At work... pulling another 12 hr shift... for the 3rd day in a row. Can you imagine how tired I am? Yeah, well, good thing I enjoy what I do huh? Hey, you see that music player on my side of my blog =====>? Go listen to Mr. Yeah by The Dream. It's GREAT!!!=====> GO LISTEN!



Kellie (CompliAKAted)

Early morning... Randomness

So, there is seriously no point to this post. Seriously! I'm just being random... Anyway, on my drive to work this morning, I was very disappointed I didn't hear Ricky Smiley on the radio giving me my early morning laugh... Buuut, I did realize I got a text message on my phone from a very special someone last night (while I was asleep) :-) Cool huh? Well, I thought so... Anyway, I wish he would just put in a bit more time.... That's another story though. So, I'm gonna go actually work now. It's past 7 o'clock and I'm late for report.

Love ya,
Kellie (CompliAKAted)

Is this the newest trend?

So, not only is Cassie crazy, La La is too! LOL What's really going on? Is this becoming a new trend or something, cause if it is, please don't expect me to follow this one. I mean, honestly, it looks way better than what Cassie did (thank goodness) but c'mon... Seriously? No one wants to rock this, but then again, if I was to walk into an 18 and up club, this will be the newest, hottest trend.... Shame... I'll pass. Smh...

Kellie (CompliAKAted)

He's just so damn CUTE!!!!!!

My puppy Smallz.... Go ahead and admit it, he's a cutie pa tootie huh? If you don't think so, you're lying to yourself.

Love ya,

Kellie (CompliAKAted)

(singing) its over, its over now..

I'm secretly kinda happy about this...does that make me a bad person?...
time to start hanging out at phipps plaza...so i can run into Usher again ;)

Wedding Bells!!! But not mine... ?

Wedding Bells!!!!! OK, so today, I found out that another one of my friends/Sorors just got engaged... Coming at a time that I just got dumped!!! Kinda bummer... Now, I'm only 24 and everyone says "you got a lot of time, relax and enjoy being young" but, I think... "Can I not even have a relationship?" Now, I'm a tough chic, but I must admit, it still kinda messes with my head a bit. But, I guess until he comes, I'll enjoy being single... I don't really have a choice lol. Anyway, Congratulations Mykie!!!! Blessings to you and yours.

Love ya,

Kellie (CompliAKAted)

Early morning shout outs... Hi Haters!!!

Well, y'all know... I come with a trail of haters.. So I decided to give them all a little recognition, cause they better me. They let me know that the job I'm doing (being me) is a job I'm doing oh so well, lol. So, to all that follow with the title of "Kellie Haters" I say to you... HI HATERS!!!! Keep hating cause it's the fuel to my fire.. MOTIVATION!! :-)

Love ya,

Kellie(CompliAKAted)

The end... Closer than I expected.

Isn't it funny how someone can end something so quickly and not feel anything? I find it not only messed up, but also heartless. How someone can tell you something on Monday, and feel completely different on Tuesday. I can't be mad.. But I'm human. I want to be mad because I opened up myself to someone who completely took advantage of me and my emotions... But do I have the right to be upset? I mean, after all, no one HAS to be with anyone. You can end it for whatever reason you please... Right? But is that enough to come into someones life, only to walk out without a valid reason? You know what? I'm not mad.. I forgive him. I pray he finds whatever it is he was looking for that he could not find in me. I pray for him to find happiness. Part of living is forgiving.. That's what God wants and I serve him... So I forgive you. The reason he crossed my path is still unknown, but someday I will figure it out. I wish him happiness in life.... That's my ending to the book we just started to write.

CompliAKAted

Something so right, at a time so wrong?

OK, now here I go... Always finding a way to get out of every good situation I get in. Maybe those that know me best, really do know me best. Sometimes people can know you better than you know your self, but is that a bad thing? I don't really know, and I'm finding out I don't know as much as I've always claimed to know... Late night blogging, only to receive texts/messages the next day or two with advice from those who know me best and those who don't know me at all... Which is OK.. That's the purpose of a public blog. But seriously, like the topic says, is it possible to receive something that's right, but at the wrong time? I think yes... I'm in that situation. Where God sends something into your life that you know is right and EXACTLY what you want, but you just for whatever reason can't accept it at that time. What do you do? Let it go and hope that when you're available he re sends it?!? Unfortunately it doesn't work that way... Or does it? What if you got something under false pretence? Does that really mean it's yours to keep? Or is that the reason it feels like the wrong time because it's truly not meant for you no matter how much you want it? Have I lost you? Cause I'm confused myself. Maybe some things just aren't meant to be regardless of how right it is, or some things just come into your life at the wrong time, so it never was right to begin with....

Love ya,

Kellie (CompliAKAted)